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Friday, January 25, 2008
Depressed... With a smile on my face..
Mum speculate in shares again, got burnt once again. Asked me to get loan from banks. 6k pls. I don't know where to get another loan to help her. I don't play shares, but it literally killed my life. Because of shares, I got ROM in 1997 just so that she can sell her flat to me at a higher evaluation while she get the cash in hand to top up her shares. That's how I got married. I ended up divorce a few years later, don't wish to comment too much about it. In my line of work, I can't be indebted by over 3 times my monthly pay. Coz of her shares, I have to apply credit cards, cashlines over and over again so that cash advances and cash withdrawals are used to top up her shares that she is losing money. Now even my career is on the line of fire. I have nothing to look forward to. Just a sweet little Krystal that is the only good thing that happened during this decade of financially tied down period of my life. I don't know how much I can hold on. I'm not educationally secured, if I lose this job, I'll die. She's my mother, I can't stand by and just watch. But... I can't breathe inside. I'm only holding on for the one and only reason left in my life... my daughter.... the best thing that ever happened in my life... .
Posted by:: ~ S I N ~ Time:: 9:56 AM
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